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I have a job interview tomorrow. It's just a customer service/cashier job at Best Buy, but it's a job. I haven't had a job since April and I can't imagine a better way to get myself out of this funk. Thank God for Best Buy!

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oh man i'm just in a good mood. yesterday was an overall good day, and i can't tell you how long it's been since i had one of those. yay!

we're goin kinda crazy gettin ready for the party tonight, breaking only to watch as-yet-unseen episodes of The Twilight Zone (yay for Sci-Fi Channel marathons!). ohhh i'm all excited! yay! i actually have done a lot...i changed the lightbulb in the basement bathroom...which was quite a feat, let me tell you. so yay for me!

so i guess that's it for now...i've only been awake for about 2 hours, and only so much can happen in 2 hours...so ttfn!

okay so i'm a dork and i actually looked up whether or not VH1 was gonna play I Love the 80's...and ooooooooh my god!!! on Thursday, this is the entire day's schedule:

6 AM: I Love the 80's (1980)
7 AM: I Love the 80's Strikes Back (1980)
8 AM: I Love the 80's (1981)
9 AM: I Love the 80's Strikes Back (1981)
10 AM: I Love the 80's (1982)
11 AM: I Love the 80's Strikes Back (1982)
12 PM: I Love the 80's (1983)
1 PM: I Love the 80's Strikes Back (1983)
2 PM: I Love the 80's (1984)
3 PM: I Love the 80's Strikes Back (1984)

4 PM: I Love the 80's (1985)
5 PM: I Love the 80's Strikes Back (1985)

6 PM: I Love the 80's (1986)
7 PM: I Love the 80's Strikes Back (1986)
8 PM: I Love the 80's (1987)
9 PM: I Love the 80's Strikes Back (1987)
10 PM: I Love the 80's (1988)
11 PM: I Love the 80's Strikes Back (1988)
12 AM: I Love the 80's (1989)
1 AM: I Love the 80's Strikes Back (1989)

how essited am i??? ohhhh man. the reason i separated 1985 is cause that's when i was born and it was just good times, so yay for 1985. woot woot!

so the big news of the day is that i got a haircut. a major haircut. she cut off about 5 inches. it's crazy short and i actually like it. Kyuhl says it makes me look older and adorabler at the same time. yay!

i also found Edward Scissorhands on DVD for $10! yay for Target! my mom and i did a lot of errands...then i went to visit Kyuhl! he's doing well, recovering and all. yay for recovery.

there's a I Love the 70's marathon on VH1. i'm hoping they play the original I Love the 80's...maybe they already did. that would be sad.

tomorrow is New Year's!! so um yeah.

so i finished the second book last night. i was dead tired, but hell-bent on finishing that damn book. of course, i get to the last paragraph and it scares the shit outta me so i'm incapable of sleeping for a couple of hours...*sigh* i heart these books! i'm gonna start the third book, If There Be Thorns, sometime today.

today i am being lazy as sin. i have to unpack and get my suitcase back up in the attic...and do some laundry. but i don't wanna.

Kyuhl's surgery is today. it's at...10, i think. i told him i'd call him around 2 to see how he's doing, and said i'd prolly go over to his house around 4 to visit him for a while. crazy times.

i got another kick-ass calendar! the Bradley's sent me a Will & Grace calendar and it is just the coolest thing ever. i also got a Red Fraggle doll from my dad! aaaaaaaand Beth sent me a Care Bear! so with my My Little Pony, my Red Fraggle, my Care Bear, and my VC Andrews books, i'm so all about the 80's. woot woot.

*yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawn*

i'm home! yay! actually now i kinda miss Boston. funny how things happen that way. all my clothes and my pillow smell like Alex and i miss him.

my dad is being mean. he says we can't open presents until after i get home from rehearsal. bah.

tomorrow is Kyuhl's surgery. ouch. i'm gonna go visit him some time in the afternoon.

Wednesday is New Year's Eve. if i like you, come to the party we're havin, it's gonna be good times.

i am too f-ing tired to deal with obnoxious people tonight. if it weren't for Kyuhl, i'd throw a fit and just not go. but, alas, i haven't seen him in far too long and, thus, i wanna see him.

i had such a good trip to Boston and i'm looking forward to going back. yay for funness.

oh, yeah! i got a Queer Eye For the Straight Guy calendar! sometimes i am so jealous of myself...

*yawn*
i cannot believe it is only 6:30. i haven't been this tired in a while.

we went to the nursing home today and visited my mom's father. he seems to be doing well. it's never exactly exciting to see him there, but it's obvious that it made his day, so...yeah.

i didn't get all of my Christmas presents today. one of the (many) drawbacks to going away. i did get a TON of stuff from my uncle, though, including a $50 gift certificate to Tower Records and a $50 gift certificate to Barnes & Noble. yay!

tomorrow we're going to my mom's best friend's to have lunch with her and her family, and then heading off to Rhode Island for dinner with my uncle and his family. apparently we won't be back here (Boston) until midnight-ish. oy vey.

Saturday, however, is being called "my day". i requested we go to Barnes & Noble and Tower Records (for obvious reasons), and there's been talk of going to a mall or something. works for me!

ohhhh i am tired. Alex is taking a bath, but he's been kinda clinging to me. soooo adorable. he likes to make faces at me. crazy kid.

Edward Scissorhands is on TV!!! omg yayayayayay!

Merry Christmas! i'm at my uncle's in Boston...it's been crazy. my dad brought the laptop so i could watch DVDs on the drive here...but i ended up reading the whole time. yay for VC Andrews! my new cousin, Alex, is so adorable. he was smiling at me this morning....soooo cute. he's 11 weeks old.

BETH SENT ME A MY LITTLE PONY! omg i could not stop laughing. Beth, you're insane.

i don't have much else to say right now, so bye!

Peter just left...he gave me the bestest presents! yay!

we're gonna go pick up Kyuhl and then head over to Lauren in a bit. i'm nervous...it's gonna be awkward, cause...yeah, i don't work there anymore. what can ya do?

my kitty had a vet appointment this morning. i guess she has to get some teeth pulled. awwwwww.

i did some snooping today, but all the presents for me are already wrapped. damn. i think one is a DVD player, though...woot woot!

my dad decided to bring his laptop to Boston! yayayayay! that means i can watch movies in the car!!!!! i gotta decide which DVDs to bring. i wish I Love The 80's was on DVD : ( but the first season of Will & Grace is, and i sooo have it! yayayay! i hinted...no, blatantly stated, that i wanted the first 2 seasons of Saved By The Bell on DVD for Christmas, cause i'm kinda a dorky 80's freak that way...so let's kep our fingers crossed!

i guess that's really it for now...more later!

so i rented Flowers In The Attic, the movie. yeah, i'm a dork. anyway...i was disappointed. i mean, the sound and picture were crappy, but that was expected, seeing it was made in the 80's...and good grief Kristy Swanson cannot act. but i just don't like the transition from the book. they changed too much. they changed the doughnuts to cookies! why?!? gah...stupidity! and they didn't even go into the relationship between Chris and Cathy. they changed small details...like the grandmother's dresses always being grey. in the movie, they were black. grrrr. the music was great, though. it was just creepy enough. yay! so that's my dork rant for the day.


see? that's what they should look like. stupid Kristy Swanson...

i woke up at 9:00 this morning. i am not pleased.

i didn't get much further in Petals because i was talking to Kyuhl, and by the time we hung up, i was so sleepy. eh, what can ya do?

today, my mom and i are gonna run to Barnes & Noble for last-last minute Christmas shopping. don't you hate when you find out someone you didn't think was gonna get you something, got you something? gah!

Beth and Josh are moving todaaaaaaaaaaay. Good luck, Beth and Josh!

tomorrow is the Christmas party at Lauren. i didn't really wanna go, but now i kinda do. i miss everyone, and i gotta give my secret santa their present (and get mine mwahahaha). and Kyuhl's gonna be with me, so i have a good excuse to leave quickly teehee.

i'm actually starting to (*gasp*) look forward to Boston. i mean, i would still rather stay here...no place like home for the holidays and all...but it's okay. i get to see my new cousin, Alex, so that's cool. and i get to see EMILY and Hot Dan, so yay for that.

my mom is making pierogs (peirogs?) and it smells soooooooooo f-ing good. hahahaha Beth, you don't get any! more for me! mwahahahahahahahaha!

so this entry was kinda dull. eh, what can ya do?

wow i haven't updated in a while. a while for me, anyway. so what have i been doing?? i'd like to say it was something uber cool keeping me away from my beloved POS computer, like a once-in-a-lifetime-chance performance, but...i was reading. i'm such a dork. due to my obsession with I Love The 80's and I Love The 80's Strikes Back, i went out and bought this book called Flowers In The Attic. i didn't really expect to finish it, just kinda skim it for s's and g's, ya know? but i started reading it and could not put it down. it's one seriously f-ed up book, but i finished it so quickly cause i just had to know what happens. then, to further my dorkdom, i went and bought the sequel, Petals To The Wind. i finished Flowers late last night, and let me tell ya...i am never eating a sugar doughnut again. gah! scared the crap outta me! so i started Petals today. thus far, it's good. i think everyone should be an 80's dork and read Flowers In The Attic! i need to rent the movie...

in other news...Christmas is soon! yayayayayayayay!!! on Friday night, Kyuhl, Josh, and i went to see Stuck on You (yeah Matt Damon and Cher!), and Kyuhl gave me my Christmas presents. they roooooooooooooooock! yay for Kyuhl! i'm gonna be obnoxious about it and spread his presents out, so i only gave him one thus far. mwahahahahahaha! but he loves me anyway : P i'm going to Boston for Christmas, but i will have my Ryuhn-Dyluhn (my cell phone) with me, so keep in touch, dammit!

so i think that's really it for now...okay bye!

so i still have no idea what to get Jason for Christmas. he says he wants nothing. i said i'm getting him a pink shirt. he says he'll never wear it. figures.

i FINALLY saw the "pocket gay" episode of Will & Grace! i knew there was a reason the concert was canceled! jk, jk...i actually am sad about the concert. but yay for W&G!

Erica and i are going to Practical tomorrow!!!!! i have been wanting a caramel frap for, like, ever...yay! i'm thinking i need to go to the mall after cause i am soooo behind on Christmas shopping. damn people and presents and such.

on Friday, Kyuhl and i are goin to see Stuck on You. yay!!! i know it looks dumb, and it prolly will be dumb, but it has Matt Damon AND Cher! how can i say no to that?! he's gonna come over and chill for a while so we can do the present thing and watch Queer Eye from last night. yay!

hey Dwew...the Christmas concert was canceled! Crazy how things turn out, eh?

so i was a little disappointed with Celebrity Poker last night. honestly, it was boring. Michael Ian Black is one of those people who is hilarious if you're having a conversation with him, but he doesn't say much unless he's spoken to. of course, i'm sucked in for next week, because Paul Rudd is gonna be on, who was, coincidentally, the Boi of the Day yesterday. sheesh. Queer Eye last night was also a bit of a disappointment. first of all, Carson. now i understand that he's great at what he does, and he always makes people look really good, but what can't the man dress himself? he was wearing a purple shirt with a brown velvet jacket (and matching tie) and GREEN plaid pants. anyone else seeing the no-no in this? gah!

anyway...i started reading Requiem For A Dream last night, and i didn't get past the introduction. not because it was bad, but because the intro itself was so heavy. i didn't expect to really "get anything" out of this book. i mean, the knowledge of having read it, of course, but i didn't even think about what it says about the American dream (yeah AP English!) and love. crazy. so i'm gonna try to read more today.

tonight is the Christmas concert at Seton. it's gonna be hard. i actually considered not going, but i already told Kyuhl i would. Sleepy Hollow wasn't too bad, so maybe this won't be either. i don't miss it as much as i thought i would, so maybe it'll be okay. last year sucked, though. i had a solo and i wanted Beth and Josh to hear it...they showed up RIGHT after i finished. that sucked. eh what can ya do?

so i'm gonna go now, cause Katelyn and i are writing a song about my shirt smelling like a My Little Pony : )